Stillness in Spring

I haven’t written in a while but I am feeling called to write what I’m feeling now. I’ve been in the winter season of my life on a personal level. Hibernating, conserving energy, seeing gray, taking things slow, observing. I began feeling called to go inward. Examine me, my trauma, my habits, my issues, my drama.

I started reading again. Entire books finished in a matter of hours. Weekends spent reading, writing notes, and reading again. So much awareness rising to the surface for me. It’s been heavy but not in a way that is slowing me down. In a way that is propelling me to the next level.

At the same time, professionally it feels like Spring, but I feel still and present. I am beginning to see the blossoms of seeds I planted years ago. I’m seeing my own team transform before my eyes. I’m seeing my own family grow right in front of me. It’s hard to put into words, but the energy has shifted.

My “word” for 2021 is “energy”. I held that close to me. I aimed to protect my energy and find more faucets than drains in life. Going into the Spring season in the US, I’m excited about the growth I’m experiencing on a personal, spiritual level. I’m excited about the growth DotConnect is experiencing on a business level. It’s not scary or overwhelming. It’s amazing and we are taking it in stride, with confidence, ease, and grace.

I’ve never felt more present than in the last month in my entire life. I’ve never felt more in tune with my values than in the last month, and I’ve never felt more in alignment and integrity with who I am than now.

The more I learn about myself, the more I want to know. Like a magnet, I’m being drawn inward to the depths of being.